I had a Dream

I had a dream
to live happily
to have no tension

to have good spouse
to have good relationships
to have enough to fulfill my needs
to fulfill needs of my family

though at every corner
I find troubles
I find broken relationships
I find adjustments in the name of mediocrity

where do I take my dream
to provide excellent services
to utilize my talents
to be what I am

to love and be loved
to trust and be trusted
to understand and be understood

Am I wrong if I think like this?
Do I think too ideal?
Do I think wrong?
Will I ever find answers to my questions?
I don’t know…

Will I ever live my dream?

All I can I do is live
and be happy in what I have
and don’t expect too much
may be life has only this much for me…

finally determinism is taking over
the truth..the undiscovered..we may never know
the mortal humans cannot understand life
just theorize it

soon I discover there is not fate
and there is no free will either
there is actually nothing
it is all perception
and acceptance of perception
which makes the world go round

so why I want to be happy if there is nothing
nothing was there, nothing is there, nothing will be there
it is all perception
perception of love
perception of money
perception of knowledge
perception of incompleteness
perception of self

nothing is here…

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April 6, 2008 – 6:22 am | By Amit Bhatia | Posted in Personal | Tagged , , , | Comments (2)
  • http://www.amitbhatia.in Amit Bhatia

    Such a wonderful interpretation. Thanks for your support! :)

  • Amit Bhatia

    Again GOD here. I do understand that GOD was always there but the true realization will come from inside us. I was not talking about the negativity in particular but was trying to represent the frustration which comes from not reaching the goals. In fact, if we see everything in this this world in such a fashion that the source is inside us and outside goals like spouse, relationships, money, knowledge are the way we connect with the outside world then external things can be seen as the extension of inner self which will give no rise to negativity as you can always let go off frustrations by tweaking your inner self and you can make better judgments by seeing the things as they are without any prejudices. And certainly, we cannot do things without the help of supreme power which resides inside us and gives power for everything which we do in our everyday lives. May be the way you are talking is a simplistic way of saying so… like being positive, self-believing, etc. I differ here by saying once you connect with the inner source and let it flow in your life then naturally you will become positive and self-confident.